Restless every night because I have no one to say good night to anymore.
I dread going to sleep, the last moments before losing consciousness. Everything plays back in a loop and without fail I will cry myself to sleep.
I live with a single regret now. I lost you. I lost me when I lose you. Alive on the outside, dead on the inside.
We are no longer the same people we once were. Despite the foolhardiness of hoping that we would stay the same, a tiny of it still flickers on in my heart.
You cut your ties with me. I sealed the ends so they’ll never can reconcile. I lost the meaning of contentment and happiness when you moved on.
I am punishing myself by loving someone who will never love me. Every day at the point where I am about to sleep, I’ll drown myself in tears. Reliving the pain, reminding myself how foolish I am.
You will never stop for me but I will always think of you. I am in this alone. No one to catch me as I fall.
I know what I must do but till then there’s no one for me.